Monday, June 13, 2005

alabaster jar

this is a song written by the cfn praise team..that i think is very meaningful. the title is "alabaster jar" here goes..

This alabaster jar
Is all I have of worth
I break it at Your feet, Lord
It's less than You deserve
You're far more beautiful
More precious than the oil
The sum of my desires
And the fullness of my heart

Like You spilled Your blood
I spill my heart as an offering to my King

Here I am, take me
As an offering
Here I am, giving
Every heartbeat for Your glory
Take me

The time that I have left
Is all I have of worth
I lay it at Your feet, Lord
It's less than You deserve
And though I've little strength
And though my days are few
You gave Your life for me
So I will live my life for You

Worthy, worthy
You are worthy
Worthy is the Lord

hmm..do i need to say more?
lynn

Saturday, June 11, 2005

from Dallas

i think most of you already heard from me. i've reached dallas safely! it was a good trip i can say, had pain in the ears only when we landed in san fran and dallas. i'm staying with a couple in cfni campus, Mitch and Mizuyo. they're really nice and loving people. she even cooked me CURRY!! can you imagine a japanese cooking curry? well..actually she did it because she found out that i love it. so i'm grateful for such a blessing!

it's now saturday night here in dallas. and i'm so bored!! mitch and mizuyo went to waco (another state in dallas) and left me alone in the house for these 2 days. barn is elsewhere..i think still at his church, moving to another part of the building. well, i could go watch the tv but i dont really like it. partly cause some of the shows are kinda stupid. like bringing 2 people and let them fight and argue with each other in front of an audience and also broadcast to the whole nation perhaps. weird!! i find it so weird..and these are real life stories by the way. hmm..weird weird. i can go swimming..but i'm just so lazy. man!! i need help..can't wait till monday comes. then i can go and register, move into the hostel, repack and unpack my luggages, ask for a job in the cafeteria, see the children ministry director, student orientation, meet new friends..

well, at the same time..i'm trying not to miss home too much. BUT i do, miss mama..papa..ah yii, ah loo, ah keong, BABY..phang and soo ling..church friends, CRAZY friends..hahahhaaa and my high school friends as well. anyhow, they'll always remain in my heart and prayers. i just hope that when i come home, i'll still have a special place in their hearts. *sob sob*

ahh..i guess that's all from this side of planet earth for now. God bless!!

love..lynn